The Beginning...

 I haven't always been a big girl. In fact, I was pretty darn happy with myself until I hit the ripe old age of 22. Then it just went down hill....real fast!

I have gained 70 pounds in the last 5 years with the first 40 of those being within 18 months. I have the luxury of being a woman with PCOS. aka polycistic ovarian syndrome. Kinda sucks! This syndrome can not only cause you to gain weight, but also help you hang on tight to it (no matter what you do!)

So how many diets have I tried and failed at? lets see....weight watchers, medifast, some doctor bood work junk, protein diet by another doctor, eating right and exercising, and many more. Heck I even tried HCG once. It lasted about a day. So what is different now?

Well I hope alot of things cuz I am going to make it work this time. I feel like I am more determined and prepared for what lies ahead.

So here are my stats. I started with my first HCG injection this morning and on loading day 1. I am hoping to do 40 days. So far, the shot was a piece of cake! no pain at all! Problem is...I am not hungary.....Like, at all. How am I supposed to chow down on all my favorite foods when all I do when I think about them is get nauseous? Not quite sure. So I had mcdonalds for breakfast, and mcdonalds for lunch. (maybe that's the problem? hahaha) I am hoping I can squeeze some more food in tonight before bed. Maybe I will be more hungry tomorrow.

Starting weight: 186.4
I will post measurements later.  I did take pictures but....I am so not ready to post those. Maybe when I am starting to get a fabulous body and I don't have to claim this one to the world. We'll see.

Goals: lose 30 pounds? too drastic? I don't know. I am hoping to get down to between 115 and 120 after 2-3 rounds. I think it can happen.

Let the eating begin....again :)